stress..stress

Feeling bloody distress and worried unnecessarily.

Wish I could have done central line without supervision (of course I still can't, because I am not confident enough. I have done two central lines with supervision though!

Care of Elderly depresses me. Honest.

I wish I could have the blazing gun and guts - central lines, inotropes, fluid etc... in the elderly. Basically tries everything. Of course it will be bloody unkind (and I am not that experienced to authorised that, muahaha) . Its like going in a circle, isn't it? Catch 22. Oh dear.

No wonder I am stress.

I need the fucking spa.