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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Hari Raya

Its been a fantastic raya this year, hugely contributed to the fact that I managed to take 1 1/2 week annual leave started from final week of Ramadhan. Finally! Last year, we were blessed with me doing night shifts in MAU for one whole week. Celebrated with makan lempeng made by my husband.

This year, started from Wednesday - went to London to visit relatives, come back to Liverpool on Malam Raya and had a get together at a Chinese Restaurant with the Liverpool people; the next day (the raya itself) we couldn't go beraya because we have to prepare for our open house on Saturday. Totally unprepared for open house cos tak sangka raya is on Friday. Saturday is a split shift open house (as we have to close down mid-way to go beraya at other people house).Sunday beraya kat Manchester and I managed to watch a number of Heroes episodes and that night we went to beraya at Nottingham pulak. Come back to Liverpool last night. Get stucked at M1 traffic. Today I am more or less resting my feet up. Tomorrow keja (huhuhu).

Malas betul nak keja.

Nak start to work for MRCP pulak now.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

F1 rant again

Wake up and still couldn't get over the error made by mclaren and hamilton. I soooo want him to win, at least I knew who would be world champion by now. Now its the race of 3 drivers,ohhh the emotional roller coaster they all have left me with.

It was a good moreh party last night finish around 1 am in the morning.Lots of food. Decided to stay up till morning for the race. As a result my body is still in night shift mode. Damning; cause it left me exhausted most of the time. Thank God for annual leave; its gonna be awhile to set this body clock of mine again.

Ok, need to go to help this hubby of mine making murtabak. He soo hooked on it now.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Guilty conscience

As doctor, your job is to make decision.

There will be times when you wonder whether have you done the best for your patient? Is it the right decision? Sometimes you wonder whether whatever decision you take will alter the outcome at all? What else could you do when patient refuse comply with your request?

This is the thought that run through my mind for today early morning arrest as I compress his broken chest and shock him. Its depressing.