Lotus - surviving life & remaining pure to urself

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Obviously the obsession continues..

Yeah,baby. Noop dog in the Top 9.

I can't believe that I stay tuned for the live blog of the show since, well, you know, I couldn't watch the show live.

Mental, I tell you. Again, as I say before, it provide much needed distraction and I am starting my 7-in-the-row night tommorow. Formula One is also on this weekend.I am pretty much occupied,ha!

These are the reason why I find this Anoop dork so "adorkable":

1.His prof.,family and friends spoke so adorably about him and it just show what kind of person he is. Could easily go to Law School/be an academician.

2.You got to love the swagger. The voice is just so soulful, so R n B; it melts me!

3.His inner confidence, and how much he is at ease with himself.

4.His respectful manner.

5.The fact he is not a typical rock star. He is doing a master degree + competing in a reality TV.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Still obsessed

I know.

I watch that blooming Anoop video about 20 times.I am mad; well, at least it took my mind off this disheartening feeling I have at work.

J has been great to listen to all my ramblings/rants; A, despite his sometimes mental solutions to our patients problems has been entertaining my "you-have-no-idea-the-craps-I-have-to-deal-with".

Anyway Bel, I disagree with you, and no, no, no, not Urology, babe. Psychiatrist, yes. Anoop dawg is sooooo adorkable! So cute! Do you know Jay Sean was my senior at med school? He quit during his third year and launched himself as a singer.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

At the end of my tethers

Survived the on-calls.

There few things I cannot say here, as it frustrated me deeply and let just make peace with A&E by saying, suffice to say, no one come to direct harm and I managed to control the situations before patients get any worse.

I have never encounter such ignorance and such a rude attitude between doctors.

First time ever, I meet an F2 who never ever done or even try a femoral stab.Ended I am the one who has to clerk/get access/blood/sorting everything out for the patient because they are "too busy". What is the point of A&E existence then?

Friday, March 20, 2009

Craps you don't need to read

Haiyo....geramnyer....

Such a looker, man. My eye candy. Such soulful voice. Who else? Anoop.

This is a mad crush.Blame it on the on-calls, and my hubby not around.

(Oh my God, I can just imagine everyone laughing and falling off their chairs reading about this.Me,such a serious doc!)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Anoop's post

I am getting rather obsessional with this Anoop guy.

OMG.I even visited and almost join all these Anoop fans websites;watch his video at least 6 times already and if I didn't watch his American Idol videos, I went on to watch his ClefHanger videos (UNC Acapella Group). Why am I getting all these teenage angst?

Oh My God, he is so cute,macam shahrukh khan.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

American Idol + my craps

Yeah,baby!

Go, Anoop Dog! I thoroughly impressed not just by vocal, but by his personality.Totally unfazed by the whole fame thing and a great self-believer, without coming across as arrogant (which sometimes is hard to do).

Anyway, great bitching-get-it-out-of-your-system sessions today, guys! (It was 5 of us and yeah, I am the only gal.You should see S go when he kick off with his clinically-incompetent-massive-liar-lets-give 15L & diazepam-to-type II R.F junior).J has ever been so sporting; I never had a consultant who say if I need to let the steam out, I can just go and rants and rants to him. I actually think he enjoys it. I have a feeling I am funny when I go on my ranting mood.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Updates

Nothing really.Everyone knows my life consisted mostly of works & socialising with med colleagues (who else will listen to my whims).

Chatting away with J, my previous consultant; well, both of us on-call today and keep encouraging me to go and visit the island eg: beautiful outdoors etc. I can pretty much say hubby & I kinda lost interest in visiting places in the UK. I mean whenever you go, most of the time, same kind of shops,same kind of scenery. You can only take so much of farms & meadows and greenlands, sheeps and cows, right?

I could do with a year break & get a postgrad degree in Paris.

Can't wait to go to our honeymoon in Barcelona!

And medical staffing is ever so great. Not just they didn't approve my leave which I ask for ages ago, and now they want me to cover another team and they approve my HO leave, which leave me on my own devices. My SG is absolutely useless.Never know that people can be employed out of pity.

On-call is ok today. J & I get a bit excited with a rather unusual junctional arrythmias (not WPW btw). I just wish J will stop with his banana story (keep asking me to be the witness) and it starts to make me feel embarassed.

Another Royal College exam coming. Well, I guess that's the price of being a doc in the UK. Endless assessments,e-portfolios, KBA and future GMC re-validation every 5 years.